My Poetry

My Poetry

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I Apologize

Though you say nothing
When were face to face,
You say you`re always thinking of me
And for us to be together is fate.
You say you freeze up and can find nothing to say
I am not trippin because all guys are not oh so brave.
I liked you when school started
But you intimidated me,
After I pursued my feelings
Things became clear to me.
`Be cautious of a guy who is mad sweet,
If he gets your heart you will be beat.`
Unfortunately I couldn`t help myself,
No matter how hard I rebelled,
A look into your heart soon made me melt.
All day I have sat and often imagined,
What would be if a simple kiss had not happened.
My mind drifts often to a look in your eyes,
And all I can say is I apologize.

Reminiscence

There are nights that I often wonder

Tranquille and serene or amidst the thunder

Why does love have to be so much pain?

Yet for no particular reason, always during the rain

It is at this time that I sit and think

And it is soo hard to resist getting a drink.

I often sit and almost cry

I cannot seem to comprehend why great loves must die

Whomever I care for, I'll do all I can

Yet, I still cannot seem to find a mighty good man

I long so hard to be the star in someone's eye

And I know for them I would make even the greatest sacrifice

I yearn for a hug or even a simple kiss, oh that which I miss

The all day calls blowing up my cellular phone

The late night conversations of nothing at all.

The anticipation that makes the butterflies fly

When I know that I will be seeing you tonight

I know these past loves are not enough

And I pray to once more fall deeply in love

I want to say "I Love You" once more

To that special person that I once adored

I wish to feel their heart beat quicker when they pull me closely

I want the assurance and security of knowing

That your love is mines and my love is yours

And there is no one else whom you adore

Please dear heart, to you I implore

Please take away this pain of love lost forevermore

But oh too often, to myself I do this

I sit alone and daydream and I reminisce. . .

You

You asked me if I miss you

The answer is yes

You reconfessed your love for me

Which I thought had been put to rest

After our 1st kiss, you knew how I felt

Yes, that 1st kiss which upon I often dwelt.

You broke my heart nd gave me a bull shit reason why

Now you tell me thing which make me wanna cry.

Oh how I miss looking in your eyes

The yearning to taste your lips and holding your hand by my side

I remember just chilling, layin across your bed

The way you brushed your hand thru my hair and made me turn red

Even the 1st time you said you loved me

And hung up the phone

And when I said "I love you too baby"

On our way home.

I wish it were all the same once again

Although it wouldn't work out, I wonder how it would be in the end . . .